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‘I Hate It with Both My Eyes!’
This article got me thinking, as I often do, about funny expressions :) What are some expressions u love, in any language? (Please provide an english translation unless it is in english). Timeless beauty to my fave.
The full article is below, for interested people:
I’m trying to teach my kids the sharp specificity of my native Kashmiri, even though they don’t speak the language.
By Priyanka Mattoo
Sept. 8, 2020
I didn’t speak any English when we arrived in Britain from India, so my first week of nursery school was a bust. My teachers radiated sweetness, but that couldn’t traverse the fact I didn’t speak their language, nor they mine. I was mute and dispirited until that first Friday, when Mum asked how my day was. I looked at her, askance, and supposedly said, in English, “Oh! You no speak English?”
From that first sentence, my adopted language and I tumbled head-over-heels in love. Since then I’ve taken years of French, majored in Italian and started to study Spanish, forever chasing the high of that original linguistic click. But my favorite language in the world will always be my mother tongue, Kashmiri.
Kashmiri is a magnificent tongue-twister of a language. And it’s such a reflection of the core values of my people — so sharp, funny and specific — that I end up reaching for it in situations that can’t be described in English. I’ll call our toddler a “khin-metz,” a snot-smeared, wild-eyed child. “Na ho’t kun, te na lo’t” (“This has neither neck nor tail”) might sprout from my mouth over a meandering book, a toddler outfit or a friend’s new weird boyfriend. Then my favorite, “don ech’hin chhum kharan!” (“I hate it with both my eyes!”), which is useful in any circumstance, from decor choices to bad haircuts.
The language, like my family, is wildly affectionate. We might not have the words for “I love you,” but my mother greets our kids with a barrage of adoration. “Myon zuv!” (“my life!”) she squeals on FaceTime. “Shoosh myon, redhu myon, poot myon!” (“my lungs, my heart, my teeny-tiny baby chick!”)
But it’s not all smothering tenderness. As a culture that values achievement, we were raised with a high-drama approach to parenting: If a cousin didn’t feel like studying, my aunt might say “accha, tel’i dimmuv kitaa’bun naar?” or “great, so should we set the books on fire?” A messy teen, I was daily awarded a “gold medal” in “tsot vahravun,” or “carelessly tossing garbage about.” On our most maddening days, we might hear “khash kar’ai,” a warning which literally means “I’ll cut you.” (I swear it sounds much cuter and less murderous in person.)
Mind you, no one ever lifted a finger against us. With that kind of imagery they didn’t have to. In my own parenting, I admit that my native tone can sometimes alarm the children. “If you turn that corner, you’ll get kidnapped,” I toss out, casually. “What!? That’s terrifying!” screams my son, screeching his new bike to a halt. Is it? Not to a woman raised with imaginary textbooks aflame, or shrugging off threats of a knifing.
That said, I’m ashamed to say I don’t really speak a lot of Kashmiri at home. I understand it completely, but after multiple rounds of unrest and moving around to places with other languages, many of my generation grew up replying to our parents in Hindi or English. Also, because of our exodus, I was raised with a stronger-than-usual emphasis on preserving the culture, the food, the language, and I felt that duty deeply.
Of course this extended to marrying within the community, so I tried to meet a nice Kashmiri boy — I really did. Strangely, it wasn’t that easy to find one, working in entertainment, in Los Angeles, in the early aughts. So I met and married a wonderful guy from New York, who doesn’t speak one word of Kashmiri (although he’d probably love to), and we speak English together.
The joy of raising dual-culture children, for us, is about passing down the best of both worlds. My husband is Jewish, so when the kids are of age they’ll start taking steps toward their bar and bat mitzvahs, a proper training in their Jewish heritage. We’ve certainly got Kashmiri food, holidays and attire on lock, but I do feel the failure of falling so far behind on the language front — I’m now wondering how to build our children a bridge to the language that I adore.
Normally the kids, ages 2 and 6, could spend a chunk of the summer with my parents, who would immerse them in it. But this summer isn’t exactly normal, so any cultural lessons are on pause. In the meantime, I’ve been watching closely, collecting scraps of evidence that an inherent love of words — any words, even if they’re not Kashmiri — will blossom in both of my children.
Between their parents’ being writers and the miracle of DNA, I seem to be in luck. “A spectacular baby!” our son called our daughter when he was 4. He tears through his chapter books, bursting into the room, bushy hair on end, to ask for definitions: Perplexed! Secretary! Brassiere! We give him most, and fumfer around others, especially when he gets into the newspaper. He does that thing that all voracious readers do, where he knows how to read a word, and what it means, but not how to pronounce it (“BRACE-ee-uhr!”). I remember being embarrassed by that, because it turns out “misled” is not pronounced MY-zuld, but eventually recognized it as a proud badge of bookworms everywhere. He notices my delight at his verbal curiosity, and plays around with it.
“I need to tell you something the baby does when you’re not around.” he said to me, solemn, when she was 1. “She makes up long words, and says them in a clear voice.”
He knew nothing would make me happier, or more frustrated. There’s the sharp, funny and specific that I love.
He also may have willed something into being, because the toddler isn’t far behind. She shows a strong preference for the more toothsome parts of the dictionary. The standard “Hi!” and “Dada” quickly gave way to octopus (“oppodippo!”), helicopter (“hakaliko!”), and jalapeño (“jalapeño”).
We watch her roll a new word around in her mouth, use it in a brief, take-charge sentence (“Oppodippo, sit, watch me eat oatmeal!”), and then practice it in her crib until she falls asleep. Her bravery in the face of consonant clusters will serve her well, if and when she picks up Kashmiri. She’s even invented her first joke, which you’ll have to grade on a curve, because she’s a baby:
Knocky Knock!
Who’s there?
OK!
In these moments, seeing them delight in using words in a way that is creative and quick-witted, I do feel some inner peace, knowing for sure that I’m raising Kashmiri kids after all. They may not understand the language yet, but there’s still time for grandparents and lessons and textbooks. And the other night, as we put the baby to bed, she lay down in her crib, smiled up at Dada, and said, clear as a bell, “Dishwasher.” Intention set, she cuddled in with her lovies, to practice her new favorite word. An affectionate, ridiculous chatterbox Kashmiri through and through. Myon redhu, myon shoosh, myon zuv.
My heart, my lungs, my life.

Priyanka Mattoo is a writer and filmmaker in Los Angeles.

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The other side of the grave

I'll be blunt: I went to India to kill myself. In a way, I got my wish.
Life had become a bleak and grey thing that looked to be a prison woven out of countless invisible strands. Money. Cubicle. Bad food. Bad sleep. I was two years out of college and seeing the rest of my years flowing straight ahead with no deviation and no freedom. Raised on video games and television, I was now expected to suddenly fit into a drone-like routine: wake up far earlier than I'd ever had to before, sit at work going crazy from boredom for nine hours, then drive home to eat, sleep, and do it all over again. Was this really life?
I held out for another year before I knew I couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't be a cog in a machine.
But our world is not kind to young men who refuse the system. Every day on the way to work I saw homeless people and how they were treated. I wouldn't go out like that. No, that was just a slow suicide all its own. I'd always been fascinated by television shows about other countries, so I chose my favorite, and I spent the remainder of my bank account on a ticket to India. Once I was there, once I had seen all the wonderful sights and experienced another culture, well—there was nothing after that. No plans. Once you're out of money, you're as good as dead anyway.
Turned out India wasn't much different than home. Coffee shops, crowded streets, jobs. The same bitter meal, just with a slightly different scent and flavor. It shouldn't have been like that. It was supposed to be different. Another continent, same prison!
I begged for change until I got enough to buy a bottle of sleeping pills. They weren't even that expensive, but the experience of asking strangers for money for two days straight was enough to convince me I was doing the right thing. I found a corner and ate them all a handful at a time.
I don't even remember falling asleep. It was as if I'd been thrust a thousand feet deep under the ocean and I was rising. For a time, I thought I was free from my body and soaring up to heaven, but instead I burst up out of the waters of Lethe and banged my head into wood.
A bunk bed? No. My arms were sore and tingly from disuse, but they still listened; my half-numb fingers found a rough surface about two inches above my face.
It was dark. Why was it dark?
And why was it hard to breathe?
I began trying to flex my legs, but they didn't want to move. I managed to curl my toes after some effort, and then the pain in my thighs and ankles seared into my awareness. My legs were bent and must have had poor blood flow for quite some time. I clenched my fists against the pain and just remained like that until the pain finally passed.
After that, I tried to stretch, and the truth hit me: I was curled up in a small wooden box.
But why? And where?
I pressed against the sides of the box but felt absolutely no give. It was poor quality wood with very little strength, which meant something had to be blocking it on the other side. And that meant—oh God!
The bottle of sleeping pills must have nearly killed me, but not completely. They must have thought I was dead.
They'd buried me alive!
I was lucky to even have this box, really. As a foreigner, as someone with no money—had someone put me inside it as an act of kindness? If they'd just thrown me in a pit and buried me, I'd have been dead already.
That logic didn't help keep the panic back for more than a few seconds. I began screaming and beating at the thin wood with all my strength.
Bits of dirt sifted down from above, but I kept attacking the wood until it began pouring down like the grains in an hourglass. The air was stale and I was suffocating, but I had no better plan. I would either die now or find—yes.
They hadn't buried me deep at all. Maybe a few inches. Sunlight! I could see sunlight! And air! Air flowed in, oh God, the sweetest breath despite the choking dirt in the air—I screamed for help.
There was no reply.
Was I in some sort of graveyard? Of course, I had to be. My shout had to be in reality a small whimper. Nobody would ever hear it.
I waited.
I didn't hear anyone.
Every so often, I shouted as loud as I could.
The light outside dimmed, went dark, and then reappeared over the course of a cold night.
That morning, it began to rain. A little bit of water trickled down, and I drank as much as I possibly could.
The box creaked as the dirt above grew heavier, and I was forced to roll onto my back and prop up my weak roof with my knees. I wasn't strong enough to bash my way up, but it could certainly fall in on me and crush me.
How do I convey what it's like to be buried alive? Every story I've read or movie I've seen focuses on the initial terror of waking up underneath the earth forgotten. That passed quickly. The era after that was an endless one of waiting, thinking, and guessing. Do I shout now? Do I wait? Do I conserve my strength and try to break up through the surface when the dirt dries out? I hope it doesn't rain so the earth will dry, but I hope it does rain so I won't die of thirst—but I also hope it doesn't rain too hard, or I'll drown.
And always, always, always, the box is present, like part of your body. No matter what position you choose, you can feel every single side of it. It's right there with you like a shell; like a second skin. You come to know every knot and grain in the dark. You even repair it and prop it up with your own strength, even though it is a Damned Thing that you are trapped inside. The box is death, but the box is also life.
For two days, it didn't rain.
Then, right about noon—judging by the initial brightness of my sole beam of light—a new darkness joined me in my box. I thought someone had walked over my grave and I began shouting, but no: it was a thunderstorm.
I prayed. You bet I prayed. I'd never been a religious guy before, but please, please I said, please keep that rain to a light drizzle. When an inch of water had built up around me in my box, I knew it was time to act. It was do or die.
I'd practiced a pose worthy of Cirque du Soleil, and I got into it now: bare feet planted solidly in that inch of water, knees out, arms curled under, back against the ceiling, all inside a box about two feet high.
I pushed.
The wood cut into my back, but I pressed with all the strength left in my legs.
There was a small give above, as if I was making a little bump in the dirt where some person might see it. I strained so hard, put so much of myself into that attempt, that I felt nothing else. I envisioned myself bursting free into the open air and rain. That's all I had to do.
My body gave out first, and I rolled onto my back to rest for a second try. Something up there had moved. I knew I could do it, given time.
But the box betrayed me, and caved in on top of me. Dirt poured in as I fruitlessly fought the flow; I put my mouth to the narrow airhole in an attempt to avoid suffocation.
All that did was leave me completely trapped and totally unable to move while wet dirt squeezed in over my eyes and around my neck. I was entirely encased in dirt except for my mouth, which was open to the air—and the rain was intensifying.
I drank as much rainwater as I could. I even began eating the traces of mud it brought down with it. Anything I could to keep that narrow hole in the ground above clear. Eventually, though, the rain overtook me, and I was forced to close my mouth and hold my breath.
That was it, then. There were no more plays, no more tries. I'd come to India to die, even tried to kill myself with pills, and yet here I was fighting desperately down to the very last second just to cling to life one moment longer. I was immobile underground with a funnel of rainwater growing heavier on my closed mouth. How long could Olympic divers hold their breath? I'd seen a show once, while flipping through the channels. Was it three minutes? Was it four? God, the pressure on my chest—I hadn't even gotten a full breath!
Sixty, sixty-one, sixty-two, sixty-three...
I knew I was nearing my limit. What did I want to spend the last minute or two of my life thinking about? Girls I'd dated? My favorite movies? It was all nothing, but it was everything. Every mundane little thing in the entire world was now a luxury I would never have again. I would stroke the fabric of my cubicle at my boring job if only to see again, to breathe one more time—!
Thunder struck overhead so loud that I could hear it even in my prison of mud. I wish I could say that at the last moment the hillside gave way under the fury of that monsoon and spilled me out onto a mudslide of corpses; that's what local law enforcement and doctors insisted on when I tried to tell them the truth. To them, I was just a crazy foreigner that had been traumatized by being buried alive. They refused to listen.
Because I was not saved at the last second by the weather. In fact, I wasn't saved at all. I counted to a hundred and forty before my awareness started to halo out into shimmering white. Keep my mouth closed; keep my mouth closed; keep my mouth closed; water, dirt, mud, pressure. Keep my mouth closed. That was all that remained. If you open your mouth, you die.
But if you don't breathe, you also die. No choices.
Something was tugging at me just before I gave in. Something was pulling at me—not from above, but from below. Chill iciness wrapped around my limbs and began to pull me down. I remember the spray of released rainwater as it shot down from the hole where it'd built up. Then, I was dragged through the earth at a breakneck pace.
Keep my mouth shut. Keep my mouth shut. No longer. I let out dead air and gasped.
Somehow, I was alive.
I'd been deposited somewhere full of soft round lumps and hard straight lines. The air here was breathable, but horribly foul. For as much as I'd wanted to escape darkness, I let myself just be alive for a few minutes. I think I knew something was wrong, but it wouldn't begin until I opened my eyes. Finally, I was fully conscious again.
Still dark. No light.
I began to crawl along the acrid piles. Long solid objects clacked hollowly against one another; big round soft lumps rolled as I pushed my way across. As I went, I began to suspect, but I didn't truly know until my hand fell upon the unmistakable lay of a cold nose and mouth.
The human head rolled away down the pile of bones I was crawling over. I saw nothing, but I knew.
Had the graveyard somehow rotted underneath? Had rainwater deposited all the bodies down in some sort of cave? I was alive, at least for the moment, but this was somehow worse than the box. At least in the box I could shout and pray someone would hear me. If I was in a corpse-filled sinkhole, well, there was nothing to do but starve, a fate which would take years if new bodies were continually sliding down into my muddy prison every time it rained. God, what if I never died? What if enough water and human meat made it down here to keep me alive for decades? Could I really eat a corpse?
Funny. I hadn't actually cried while in that box. In that box, everything was simple. Here, loneliness and starvation would turn me into a monster.
I crawled around that sinkhole for hours, testing each side of the massive pit. The sides were solid dirt packed hard by ancient geological processes. There was a small span of time where I considered building some sort of scaffolding out of bones; there were certainly enough, and tons of clothes and hair to tie them off with. It was a grim thought, but seemingly the only way out—until the door opened.
There was no light. I only heard it. In that sinkhole, there were only two sounds: the water draining away into a narrow crack between two hard plates of rock, and me. After at least two days down there, I knew the moment the door opened. It was nothing but a soft sigh of smooth metal and warm air, but I began moving toward it immediately.
There was also a fourth sound. Something moved among the piles of bodies, sending bones scattering and heads rolling. It was swift and mostly silent, and it dragged something back out. I chased after it and dove into the gap that hadn't been there before; I got inside before it closed.
Metal.
Warm metal.
It was still pitch black, but I could feel smooth warm metal under my hands. Maintenance shaft, I guessed, but for what? Had some animal found a grate in the sewers and given me my escape? I felt behind me, but the door was solid metal. Not a grate, and covered with unfamiliar sleek patterns. Checking, I found that I could push it open if I wanted to. It opened only from the inside, and I had somehow missed it while feeling the sides of the sinkhole.
I could go back if I wanted to, but to hell with that. I turned and started crawling ahead.
There was really no way to tell how long the warm and smooth metal tunnel was. I'd been in darkness so long that I'd lost all sense of distance and time. I crawled until my hands and feet were too weak to move, and then I stumped along on my elbows and knees. This was going somewhere. This had to be going somewhere. I slept encased in warmth; when I put my head to a soft round hump of metal, I could hear a rising and falling humming, as if everything around me were alive, asleep, and breathing softly somewhere deep and distant.
How long had I been underground by then? A week? For the first time in a week, I found light. When I awoke and kept crawling again on sore hands, I finally emerged into an open chamber that held its own dim grey ambient glow.
As happy as I was to finally see again—and even then, only the barest un-darkness that any normal human eye would have seen as pitch black had they not spent a week underground craving light—I also knew I was not nearly home, nor safe. Here the sleek metal tubes of the tunnel expanded to form a sort of rectangular mortuary. There was no floor, only a maze of pipes overlapping one another; the pipes bulged upward in places in a series of table-like formations. On these knotted biers rested six corpses in various stages of decay. Two of the tables were empty.
Yeah.
From bad to worse.
But my time buried alive had beaten all the fear out of me. Death was no longer the worst possible outcome. I had to keep going.
The chamber had multiple ways out, and none of them looked official. I crawled up into a pipe-lined hole and hid there as I heard something sighing outside a larger gap. As I squeezed myself tighter and tighter into shadow, I watched an enormous organic-metallic hand on a thousand juxtaposed joints slide in without a sound and pick up the farthest corpse in the row. From the sound, I knew that this was what had entered my sinkhole; this was what had stolen a corpse; this had reached all the way down that interminable tunnel on its endless metal-jointed arm.
And now it was taking one of the bodies to another chamber.
Creeping by sourceless grey barely-light, I moved down the subtly pulsing tunnel beyond, following the arm as it receded into gloom. It was dangerous, and my heart threatened to pound through my ribcage, but I had nowhere else to go.
I only barely caught my breath as I came face-to-face with a human skull. I nearly screamed.
Set in the wall—no, part of the wall—it gaped with open eyes at nothing. Tubes of a dozen different varieties, all smooth chrome, had entered it through the ears and mouth and spinal cord area. The ends of those connections gleamed as spikes and fluid carriers. Had they once connected to something?
Moving on, I followed the curve of the wide metallic cave until I reached what looked like twin operating rooms. A steel bush of micro-arms hovered over a pipe-bulge bier within each room, picking and clawing at a corpse on each table.
No. Not picking at. I crept closer, wary of that greater arm that had deposited the left body and then departed somewhere. The body on the left table was long decayed, but tiny claws and surgical instruments on arms between six and ten feet long appeared to be dipping into a wide bath in the floor filled with random pieces of human flesh—and then carefully applying those pieces to the skull of the dead patient. I slipped and tumbled into the room, nearly sliding into the vat of flesh, but gripped warm metal at the last second.
Had I been caught?
No. The surgical arms never even so much as slowed. They didn't care at all about me. I hugged the wall, knowing the same might not be true of that bigger arm.
As I watched, the arms reconstructed the face of a human being. They did not rebuild his hair or skin, only the muscles around his skull, and then two eyes were plucked from the vat and inserted with great care. For the first time since I'd been buried alive, I felt vaguely not alone, although the eyes just stared straight up. They had no eyelids, and, as yet, no muscles to move them. What were these machines doing?
The arms began filling the inner portions of the skull where I could not see; then, they flitted quickly down the table, piecing together a spine and the core of a nervous system. Between the ribs, the next things they fused together were two different lung sacs from the vat. A small arc of electricity shocked the heart placed in between.
The head, lungs, heart, and ribcage on the table began screaming. Loud echoes of terror and shock radiated out from our organic-metal surgery room.
I froze in absolute terror for an eternal moment—and then jumped forward. I hissed, "Shut up! It'll hear you!"
The muscle-bound skull could not move, but the eyes sitting within did. Ever so slowly, those irises focused on me. Its wind pipe moved visibly between its skull and septum; its lungs contracted with the effort. It said something in Hindi.
I put a finger to my lips. "Shhh!"
The reanimated half-body said one more sentence in Hindi, then closed its jutting jaw to signal it would remain silent. Was it a man or a woman? What had it said? It watched me sidelong with terrified eyes as I climbed into the other operating room.
The same thing was happening there, but the process was not as far along. The machines here were pulling from a vat filled with bone fragments and rebuilding a spinal column below a cracked skull.
I must have rocked back and forth for a solid minute as the insanity of what I was seeing overwhelmed me. What the hell was this? I must have gone insane. I was still in that sinkhole.
No. Whenever I turned and looked over my shoulder, I could see those horrified muscle-ringed eyes watching me, hoping I would do something. The surgical arms continued their work, adding more nerves and pieces of the circulatory system.
The arms had seen fit to ignore me so far, but it was too dangerous to interfere with their work. To that man or woman on the table, I whispered, "I'll come back for you." I waited for a nod, listened to a third sentence in Hindi, then headed on. I repeated the foreign syllables in my mind, hoping to memorize them and translate them later if I ever saw civilization again. Who knew what terrible secrets that reanimated man or woman had seen?
The curve continued, taking me through a cathedral-like area where pools of black water stank under a ribcage of thick metal bones dripping ichor from ancient tubing. The light here was still barely perceptible and so thin that I had to move my head back and forth to make out shapes; but it was definitely shifting from grey to blue as I climbed across the vast valley. At no place and no junction where there ever signs, text, or floors to stand on. Nothing about this place was for humans. I wasn't even sure I was on the bottom, per se, as there was no difference between the floor and the ceiling—or indeed, even the walls. The whole place could have been upside down or at an angle for all I knew; or there was no intended orientation at all, and it had all just grown haphazardly.
Because grown had to be the right word. The metal conduits were warm and alive, and I couldn't find a single seam or welding mark. Perhaps a cave system had already existed here and a horrible seed of some sort had grown to fill it over centuries, or perhaps I was inside an enormous demon's skull even now as it slept inside the earth and this was simply its body. The world was a farce, and this defied everything I'd ever known.
Legs. The next vast chamber held hundreds of pairs of human legs jutting from the walls. Not for me. That chamber was not for me. Too much. The mind cannot face some things.
I climbed upwards, ever upwards, deeper into blue light. At the apex, the most excruciating dark blue light somehow sharp and dull at the same time, I found an oval room hosting a dozen odd dark devices and a face set in the wall at the end. It was the face of a woman, and her eyes were closed. Tubes and conduits connected to her bulging head as I'd seen in that skull before, and my mind began to grasp something about the nature of the place; aging, growth, change. I couldn't explain it in words, but the dark spirit behind those closed eyes—I knew that if she happened to wake and look my way, I would suffer a fate ten thousand times worse than death.
The next tube-surrounded ramp upwards lay beyond her. Moving as slowly and as quietly as I could, I stepped from one round pipe to the next, my gaze jumping from my bare feet to her closed eyes twice a second. When I saw her twitch, I moved.
Her lids opened slowly, and I saw her eyes move gently back and forth, sweeping the room. She did not see me. I was clinging to the wall below, staring directly up at her chin. Her mouth did not open, but I thought I heard a hum of suspicion; I counted out two hours after her lids had closed again before I crept along the base of the wall and up the ramp.
Blue shifted to violet as I ascended. I kept going up and up and up, climbing pipes, avoiding dripping black rivulets, and always staying quiet. There was a sleeping awareness about this whole place; a towering monstrous machination waiting for ages, running pieces of itself on automatic in the meantime, but ever wary of intruders.
And I found it there in the Violet Basilica. When the light became so painfully violet that I knew human eyes had never seen this place, I found a sleeping giant. It was mostly fetus; mostly brain. It was maybe ten or fifteen times as tall as me, and it was floating suspended in dark ichor inside a glass tube that ran from a biomechanical base right to the ceiling unfathomably high above.
As I stared in utmost horror and tried to comprehend it, as I watched its brain-stomach expand and contract slowly as it breathed from thick tubes, I saw that it was just one of a dozen. Like massive pillars in double colonnades, I stood at the center of a gigantic cathedral built to worship and house horrific sleeping beings. I stood in the center, in a circle of pipes, and, for the first time, I recognized the use of that space. If they had been awake, those twelve would have floated in their foul chambers and gazed down upon me in judgment. This was a court of some inhuman exotic law, and we had all been judged guilty.
I ran. I no longer cared about being quiet. My bare feet hammered along those uneven round conduits until I was through that Basilica and beyond into darkness, where I was sure light still glimmered, but past violet, beyond what human eyes could see. I just kept climbing, hour after hour, sometimes up, sometimes down.
And then I climbed up through a narrow tube barely big enough for me to squeeze through—and found myself back in the left operating chamber. Somehow, I'd gotten so turned around that I'd come full circle.
That, and I was on the ceiling.
Ports and biomechanical adaptations had been fitted to the ribcage on the operating table above, and skin had been grafted on and was being fused together by medical lasers. I could now see that it was a woman, and she was staring up at me both in confusion that I was on the ceiling and in hope that I had returned.
I'd been right about the lack of an orientation in this horrible place. Could it—?
Yes. I climbed up the wall and felt my sense of direction adapt as I went. The entire time, I could have been on the walls or ceilings without knowing it; I'd simply never tried to circle the chambers' sides rather than climb along the bottom as I understood it. The question it left me with was simply: where the Hell was I?
And there was no escape, except back to the sinkhole from whence I'd come. I sat for a time with that Hindi woman, but we didn't know each other's language, so all we could do was wait and pray.
The larger claw soared by at regular intervals. I watched its arm twist and move as it worked farther on down the line, and I guessed that there were other operating rooms, and likely other graveyards being pilfered from below. This was Death. This was the afterlife, for all intents and purposes. We put our dead in the ground and this... place... took them and rebuilt them for its own ends...
There was nothing I could do. Although the table in the right chamber was rebuilding an entire skeleton, the Hindi woman near me only had her top half remade. Half biomechanical, half organic, she struggled as the large arm came to claim her. She screamed, but one of the surgical arms clamped and screwed a metal mask over her mouth, silencing her.
I stood unmoving and clutching the walls until the large arm deposited another pile of bones and left the surgical table to its work. The arm didn't care about me. Nothing here did.
A week must have passed while I wandered those ghastly halls. There was nothing to learn, nothing to see, nothing to figure out. No tools, no exits. I was beginning to starve, but I refused to do it. I refused. Even though there were whole vats of flesh just waiting to be eaten, I couldn't. I wouldn't.
The black ichor was water. Stained water, darkened with something unidentifiable, but it kept me alive.
Unable to bear the afterlife any longer, I eventually found a new oval room and gave myself up. Among the black devices was a woman's face, just like the other blue-lit control room, and I waited for her to open her eyes.
When she did, I recognized them. I knew those eyes.
She spoke. Her mouth was masked and unmoving, but her voice came from the walls somehow. The words began Hindi, but transformed into something unintelligible as the connections around her head bulged forcefully.
The claw was upon me in moments. Chill solid fingers wrapped around me, and I recognized the feeling; this claw had taken me down from my box and deposited me in the sinkhole. I was captured, and I expected to—what? Be torn apart? Killed? Become a cog integrated into the machine, exactly as I had always feared, even before I'd been buried alive?
The claw carried at me at unnerving speed through blue-, grey-, and even yellow-lit biomechanical tunnels until darkness shrouded me and a rising sensation gripped my stomach. Finally, we hit something hard, and I was thrown free in a slurry of mud and water in the grip of a tremendous storm.
She'd let me go. Somehow, that woman had used some shred of her human willpower to eject me from the afterlife. I couldn't save her, but she'd saved me—at least for the moment.
I was free. The odyssey that had begun with my suicide attempt was over, and I was back in the world of the living.
I survived the storm, and even tried to tell the authorities about what was waiting under the earth and stealing their dead, but they just laughed me off. It was also then that I learned a bit about Hindu customs, and that most Hindus are cremated. Did they suspect? Did their ancestors somehow know what was under the world stealing the buried?
The graveyard I'd been buried alive in was for a mix of various peoples and tribes, those who couldn't afford cremation, and unclaimed foreigners. It was possible the storm had wiped the entire thing away like I'd been told, but I suspected that the nightmare beneath had closed its sinkhole because my escape had compromised that particular location.
While trying to understand what I'd experienced, I translated the Hindi woman's four sentences, and their meaning, to me, is worse than anything I witnessed.
She'd said first, when she'd been just a muscle-bound skull and lungs, "Thank you! Thank you!"
After I begged her to remain quiet, she'd said, "I'm just happy to be able to move again."
When I told her I'd come back for her, she'd said, "Don't interfere. I want this."
And when I'd finally seen her as a part of that nightmare, as a face set in the wall and gagged for eternity speaking only through biomechanical means, she'd said, "When we die, we stay where we lie. Our bones, our dust, remain aware for all time. This place is trying to help us. They are trying to help us, though they do not understand us. We know them. They're angels—"
But her words became some unknown language after that. I wrote down their phonetic syllables, but they're meaningless as far as anyone, even experts, can tell.
And I am left with the horror of knowledge; the haunting paralysis born of what I've seen and heard. From the mouth of someone who'd died and been rebuilt: When we die, we stay where we lie. Our bones, our dust, remain aware for all time.
Suicide is now the last thing on my mind. We must survive for as long as we can no matter the cost, each and every single one of us, for death is not the end. No, death is just the start; the beginning of a lonely agony that will never, ever end no matter how badly you want it. I thought being trapped in a box for a few days was bad, but now I know that death is worse. Now I travel from graveyard to graveyard, looking, hoping, begging to find that underground nightmare once more. I beg to be a part of the machine, a part of Hell. I would make a deal with the devil, or worse, with those sleeping beings in the Violet Basilica. Take my flesh, if only so that I may live and breathe in some form.
For Death is without hope, and without peace. Death has no escape, no air holes, no cramped limbs, no shouting for rescue. Death is being buried alive with nothing but your thoughts—forever.
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Damage Control Chapter 4

First chapter here: https://www.reddit.com/HFY/comments/cbg4gs/damage_control_chapter_1/
So, this one's going to be a deep cut. If you haven't read the novels I've done before, this story throws you in at the deep end, and it spoils at least one major plot point from the 6th novel, Skin Hunger, as well as several other major plot points from other novels. If you want to catch up with that stuff, https://hellskitchensink.com/ check it out here.
If you'd just like to jump into things, this is what matters: There are Atlanteans, an apparently fish-like race who have recently revealed themselves to humans, who have a population of approximately 50,000 and who are on the verge of extinction, and who were recently partially responsible for a near-catastrophe involving a war between a psychotic god of dreams and a primordial entity of stasis, and are trying to make amends. There is supernatural craziness. There is a top secret branch of the US Military- or possibly intelligence services, or maybe even just running loose- referred to as the Esoteric Forces of the United States.
There's a lot of damage to control.
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Chapter 4: Loki
USEF Report Dagon, section D (Divinity), Paragraph 16-21, Rank HEL-6
This is the big one. The thing that makes the Atlanteans a true game-changer for us. The thing that justifies all the risks and all the dangers of taking the Atlanteans in.
All science begins with the ability to measure. If you cannot measure, you cannot properly hypothesize, and you cannot test, and you cannot experiment. That is the nature of science. That is the nature of sapience. To understand, we must be able to observe. A child works their limbs in the very same way. They see, and they feel, and their senses let them discover what this nerve does, or that twitch of a muscle.
When I first learned that magic existed as a freshman in college, it was the most nightmarish thing I had ever known. All of those rules, physics, chemistry, biology, the tripartite foundation on which reality is built, were useless for explaining it. Even math. Even the glittering crystal city of the mind, the truest of abstractions, the fundament of reason, failed. With magic, two and two made fuck you.
I remember all of those wasted days. Trying to track the effects of pacts, to discover what made one person gain inhuman strength- enough that their bones should have snapped, enough that they should have punched a hole in the ground when they lifted something a hundred times heavier than themselves- and another become capable of weaving song into constructs of delicate light, both from the same supernatural being. Why Vampires passed on their strength when no other undead did. How the Horsemen and the Sisters could violate the speed of light and causality by passing from one place to another instantaneously. How a simple set of words in the right place could rip open a hole in the fabric of the universe to a dead ocean.
With the Atlanteans, we can start to get a grasp on things. We can start to understand. We can start to measure and test and figure out what the fucking rules are, and how we can regain control over our world again. I can stop going to sleep and dreaming about strangelets and spontaneous vacuum collapse and a thousand other nightmarish things caused because we don't know how divinity works.
Sorry to go on about this, but I sometimes feel like nobody really understands how serious this situation is. How dangerous it is. Until we understand magic, we are completely and utterly at its mercy. We need to bring it to heel if we want a chance.
Chief Researcher Cherry H. Verne
The three dead demons were very hard to distinguish from humans. The bull shark's teeth were jagged and multi-rowed, the anaconda's eyes were distinctly serpentine, and the catfish's absurd whiskers. Jissika stood over them, her expression sober. Perhaps even bereaved.
"They were not humans," I said. She looked up at me, an eyebrow raised.
"They were people. They deserve respect. They were brought into this world by a bastard, raised by him, and never had the chance that they deserve. It does us no harm to show them a little compassion now, when there is nothing else we can do for them."
I looked away. "To be sapient is not a gift for them. They are abominations, caught forever between two worlds."
"Yeah? Well so are dogs, and most of them are awfully happy creatures," said Jissika, lighting a cigarette and looking down at the bodies. "I don't know your story, kid. What made you so hard?"
"I was born special. Capable. My father gave me to the Hunters so that I would be able to protect my people from abominations like these. Those who were sapient, but not human. Parasites upon the soul. My abilities meant that I had a great duty."
"Mmmm."
"What?"
"Nothing, nothing," said Jissika, in a placating tone of voice, lifting her hands. "Just, well. My people had something like that happen. Children being taken away from their parents so they could be 'raised properly'." She looked out through the window as the golden lights of the nearby city passed, water lapping at our feet. "Never turned out well."
The ship was dead and still moving. It would sink, sooner or later. The great old ship would be consumed by the waters, devoured in the darkness. Not before it finished carrying us to the swamp where we would hunt down our prey, but nonetheless.
I examined the ship. There were ragged traces of faith, here and there, but they were unfocused. That was the nature of this world. Too many people without enough unity. Some saw this ship as a prison, others as a paradise, others as a simple place of work. There was no unity, and thus, whatever soul the ship had was buffeted, torn apart without ever having a chance to live. That was sadder to me by far than the fate of the demons. At least they'd had a chance.
"You miss your father?"
"What?"
"Your father. The Hunters took you away from him, yeah? Were you old enough to miss him?"
"Yes," I said, softly.
"You ever thought of reconnecting with him?"
"Many times. But when I finally had the courage to, I was too late."
"Ah,” she said, and the tone was that of a grandmother’s sympathy, deep as the ocean and comforting, though it could promise no alternative. “I'm sorry."
"It's not your fault," I said, and tried not to sound like I was lying. "A lot of people died during those last few weeks before we fled Atlantis. A lot of unpleasantness. They can't be brought back."
"I know how you feel," she said, and I didn't doubt her for a moment. I smiled towards her. "I'm serious."
"I know you are. And I appreciate that. We're all in this together."
Jissika jerked back from me like I'd slapped her, her expression drawn. I frowned.
"What's the matter?"
"Nothing. Just-" She smiled. "Heard those words once. In a movie." She shook her head softly. "Are we? Are we really all in this together?"
"Of course," I said, softly.
"Then why do we act as though we are all alone?"
I was quiet for a moment. "I suppose because we think it makes it easier if we care for fewer people."
"Indeed. Like when you are underwater, running out of air, and your brain thinks that the best way to react is to open the mouth and breathe, and so, you wind up smothering yourself all the faster." She watched me for a moment. "I wonder, are you as far above all of this as you act?"
"I certainly hope so."
"Well, so do I." She looked up. "We're there."
The village was ancient. It might have predated Columbus. Individual houses had been changed, the structures built on stilts, standing above the water. I could see the debris where houses had fallen in the past, and the fresh paint where new ones had been raised within the last couple of years. Sticks rose out of the water around the cypress trees, mosquitoes swarming thick in the air. And the place swirled with divinity.
"Shit," I muttered. "He made a genius loci. That whole village is alive. No idea how many demons."
"Any idea where he is?" asked Miller, as I crouched next to him. He'd ejected the ruined shoulder, and was fastening a new arm. I held it in place while he used his good hand to attach fasteners. I had absolutely no idea where he'd gotten the thing from. Had it been airdropped? Did he just keep a duffel bag full of replacement limbs on hand at all times? I smiled to myself as I looked up and studied our destination.
"All of that divinity is flowing out from one place. He's near the center of the village, and..." I squinted. "He's doing something. A ritual, maybe. Not sure if the agents are in there."
"He's trying to get away," grunted Miller, as the other intelligence agents gathered. The British man had found a drink somewhere, and was sipping quietly at the small, inverted-cone-shaped glass of alcohol, while Aneis leaned against the riverboat's railings, glaring enviously at Miller. Her leg was missing, and I was given to understand replacement was much more difficult for those whose nervous system wasn't flowing with the magic of one of the most powerful beings on Earth. "The Heinlein isn't oriented properly yet. Ten minutes until it is." He looked up at the village, his expression stiff. "Don't think he's coming in willingly."
"Can't take the chance on him getting out alive in a cloud of dust," said Aneis. "We need to go in there."
"Not sure how many demons he's got swarming around there. And a genius loci... What would that be capable of? I'm guessing you're talking a spirit of those buildings?"
"The entire area. It's... not often used by Atlanteans. Our currents used genius loci. They were trained strictly. They had to be. They could be capable of terrible destruction, otherwise." I studied it, my lips tight. "I'm not sure how to deal with it."
"Pagan," said Miller. "How fast can this ship go?"
"If I want to risk us sinking before we get there?" asked the woman, an eyebrow raised.
"Just so."
"Maybe thirty knots, though even odds the engines would overheat."
"Go for it. I feel lucky."
"Yeah, well, maybe I don't, huh?" Pagan narrowed her eyes, looking up. "I think we should just call this one lost, wait till he pops his head up. Does us no good to die assaulting his stronghold."
"I wouldn't be averse to bombarding the place and hoping we got him," said the British man, conversationally, his eyes fixed on the village.
Games. All games. I turned my eyes towards the water. "I will meet you there," I said, stepping lightly onto the railing. Then I dove forward, and into the water. It was thick as a soup, clouded with life. I felt the listening device on my shoulder die- I had to count that the Chinese and Indian agents were already making their move. If they weren't, I couldn't wait forever. I felt the eye of alligators on me, and their slow reptilian consideration. I did not care. I could take them.
I burst out of the water, cutting through it like a knife as I landed on the planking around one of the houses, and set out running. In the distance behind me, I heard a chugging growing louder. I ran along the heavy wooden planking, and heard it cracking and splintering as the riverboat struck. Shouts filled the air, and I felt the divine beings around me closing in on all sides.
The Sergeant hit them like a shark. He swept through the air, and they recoiled from this strange thing, human and not, smelling of oil and steel and death. He grinned as he ran alongside me. "Not trying to get away from me, were you?"
How I hated the games.
The others were bogged down. Fighting the wave of demons, drawing them in to one place. A dozen lifetimes spent raising these demons, and then spending their lives like this. This was just another part of the abomination. I listened to them die, and I did my best not to sympathize.
We stopped as we entered the center of the village, Miller a few steps in front of me. A broad, open section of decking, without a ceiling- Only a few colorful tarps spread here and there. In the center of it, the archmage- I didn't know his name, I realized, and I sincerely doubted it was Billy Bowlegs- sat on his knees, with his heads behind his hand. The Chinese man in the white business suit and the black sunglasses stood behind him, gun against his head. The archmage was grinning.
"Sergeant Miller," said the man in the colorful, tourist-y T-shirt, as he stepped out from behind a tarp. The bald man in the saffron robes was a step behind him, his expression melancholy. The man in the turban and the monster stepped out from behind another one. "Good to meet you again." His English was barely comprehensible, thick with his accent, but his smugness was inescapable.
"How'd you get here before us?" asked Miller, his voice soft. As though he already knew the answer.
"Apparently, you didn't hold your people in a tight enough grasp. A mistake the PRC never makes," said the man in the sunglasses, smiling. "Your little mermaid there gave us everything we need. Killing you is going to be hard. But I'm sure the Panchen Lama and a Rakshasa can handle it."
The bald man stepped forward, his expression aggrieved. "I'm sorry it has to end like this, Miller. You know the burdens we each bear."
Miller turned his head towards me, his expression unmoving. "You did this? After I gave you a chance? You betrayed me, Yeagerta?" His voice was so soft, so... not like him. I shook slightly.
"I didn't have a choice, Miller." I hoped he got the message. His lips curved into a smile.
He lunged at me, faster than he had in the office. One hand went around my throat, curiously gentle. The other hooked into my raincoat. He spun me once, twice, and then I slipped out of the jacket, like a missile.
I hadn't asked about the other gifts that Miller had been given, but I'd had a chance to read his file. An uncanny mind for tactics, a kinesthesia that had been amped up to purely inhuman levels. What he targeted, was struck.
I hit the archmage around the midsection, my foot slamming into the gunman's face, knocking him spinning to the ground. The archmage and I spun across the ground as a huge, feathery form swept out of the night sky, talons lashing out. The man in the turban's head hit the ground, followed shortly by the rest of him, and blood sprayed into the air, painting the black-skinned monstrous woman.
"" said the Rakshasa, in her ancient Hindi dialect, a frown tilting her lips as her tusks spread slightly. "" She licked her face clean, and then let out a howl that split the clouds above us, deep and resonant and reaching right down into my bones. I felt the swell of divine energy, and decided that I had substantially underestimated the power she had been holding in her belly. As the blood dripped down her bare breasts, outlining her shadowy skin, I felt the terror fill me.
The archmage had squirmed out of my grasp and was already running, sprinting for one of the outer buildings. The Chinese officer turned towards the creature, his eyes narrowed. "You are to change back this instant-" he began in Mandarin. Her fist seemed to swell to the size of the man as she wrapped her fingers around his waist, holding him, only his shoes and head visible. She planted one colossal thumb, nail jagged and worn, against his throat, and then flicked it upwards. I was reminded of a man I had seen in a bar a week ago, removing the cap of a bottle of beer with a similar motion. Then she held the corpse over her mouth, and squeezed, blood draining down her throat. The divinity in her shone brighter.
"Do not let her drink any more blood," said the bald man, as he moved to flank me and Miller. "If you can disembowel her, it will weaken her substantially."
"Can you distract her for fifty seconds?" asked Miller, his voice terse as he checked a display on his newly replaced arm, the panel glowing a gentle blue.
"Probably not alone."
"Yeagerta?"
"Yes, Sergeant," I said, squaring my shoulders.
The young man could not be more than a quarter my age. He could not have had nearly the training I did. But when he exploded into motion, he made me feel slow, pathetic, clumsy. His style did not remind me of the brutalist, straightforward motions of one of the martial arts practiced by the military, or the knife-hand techniques I had been trained in. His motions were flowing and elaborate, and for all that, his fist struck the creature under the chin, snapping her head back, before I was halfway there.
A monstrous black arm fell like a meteor, slamming through planks as he slid on his feet to the side, his motions as graceful as kelp in a current. Another blow came after him, and he directed it upwards with no more effort than a man gently guiding an insect out of the water to safety. It was amazing.
It was also not enough. The Rakshasa was growing more aggressive, faster, and if the planks were destroyed, if the man lost his footing, he would be killed. I suspected the Rakshasa would find his blood more revitalizing, as well. I watched as he took a long step to the right, and the planks shuddered, sending him plunging down a foot or two. He managed to catch himself, but he was off balance.
The Rakshasa raised a fist, and then screamed. The current surged violently through my body, up one arm, along the copper wire, from the Rakshasa's left ankle to the right arm, and back down the other copper wire, and into the water. I gave her everything I had, and it only stunned her for a moment. She twisted, and brought her fist into my midsection.
I folded around it, my body twisting and spinning into a coil as I sped up her arm, and sunk my teeth deep into her ear. She roared, grabbing for my body with one hand, as the monk landed a kick that could have split steel on her kneecap, leaving her unsteady. She lashed out, and the monk's luck ran dry, as she struck him in the midsection hard enough to fill the air with the sound of breaking ribs. He spun across the decking as she tumbled unbalanced to the deck.
I leapt off of her, turning to face her again, my heart pounding with panic and I knew I'd never survive all my composure melting like salt in the current and I would never ever get to see my father again she would tear my head off and drink my blood and I had never kissed a man I had never had children of my own all that pain and suffering and it had all been wasted I was dead
"Hey."
Miller's voice cut through the confusion and the fear, as he stood, his arm blinking a soft and steady orange. It turned to red, and he smiled at the creature. She let out a low growl.
"Yeah, come and get me, ugly. Look at me. Big and tasty."
She lunged forward. He caught her under the chin with an uppercut that should have broken her neck, and she seized his hand in one of hers. She lifted him up, her other hand wrapping around his body. He watched as she slowly began to pry at it, pulling slowly, serenely, the joint beginning to screech under the pressure.
"Yeah, yeah, take your time," Miller grunted. "I've got all the time in the world. God, I hate this fucking trick-"
There was a thump. The entire deck shook violently. A dozen trees in a line groaned, creaked, and then fell. There was a tremendous explosion, and several tons of earth and water rose into the air, and began raining down. The Rakshasa let out a low gurgle, and collapsed to the ground, staring at the open ruin where her stomach had been, the deck visible through her blackened, cauterized entrails.
"But it never gets old." Miller stood up. His right arm was a ruin. His torso was half-missing, and his legs were all the way missing. "You were really convincing there, Yeagerta."
"Thank you, ser... Miller."
"Really convincing. Scary convincing." He looked up at me, his eyes narrowed. "If I tell you to catch him in the next twenty seconds, do you think that you can do it?"
I looked up. "Or die trying, sir."
"Do, or do not. There is no try."
I looked at him, blinking with confusion, and he grinned.
"After this, we get a week's leave. So I can explain that cultural reference to you. You're not doing this if you think you'll die."
"Then I'll do it, sir."
"Run like hell." He tapped his wrist. "Mark."
I sprinted for the hut. I could see the Archmage's faith glowing within. I was all too aware of what was waiting for us. One-a-thousand. Two-a-thousand. The numbers counted down unaided in my head, in the background of my thoughts.
I burst through the wall. Five-a-thousand. I saw the archmage kneeling, sprinkling chalk on the ground. I slammed my heel into the floor, making it crack and splinter. Six-a-thousand. "Crazy bitch!" screamed the archmage. The demon lunged at me, all talons and feathers, and time lost track as we fought. Twelve-a-thousand. Could that be right? Eighteen-a-thousand. Time was speeding up. I spun and slammed the demon against the planking, and the entire floor fell underneath us, falling down towards the brackish swamp waters below. The moon and the stars and the nearby lights of the city, all obscured by the falling water and earth and organic muck raining from the impact of the first round from the Heinlein.
God, I hoped it was dark enough.
God, I hoped it was salty enough.
God, I hoped she accepted the tribute.
"Yam hamawet!" I screamed. And something heard me.
The cloying, humid heat became bone-dry. I opened my eyes, and we stood there, on the dead ocean. The tar sat unmoving between us, as the Archmage, for the first time, looked shocked. The demon stood up, her large and luminous eyes glittering as she stared around us.
"You have a choice," I said, softly. "You can come back with me, and work off the lives you have taken, and hope to someday be set free. Or you can stay here, in this place." I looked out at the bleak landscape. "Trust me, when I say that there is no chance that you will ever escape from this place. No one escapes from her grasp."
He licked his lips. I saw the way his mind ran. He was already planning his escape. "Deal," he said.
He expected to escape. To be free. He was very old, and he did not know the tools arranged against him. He did not know what humanity was capable of. He would never, ever escape. I would make very sure of that.
“Why did you do all of this? Alert the others? Get their attention?” I asked, my head tilted. “You were the one responsible for all of this, weren’t you?”
“Oh, yes. Every last inch. I knew what would get their attention. I knew they couldn’t resist. Planned them all out.”
“Why?”
“A game.” He winked. “It’s in the nature of all humans to play. How can one wind away the centuries without a fun game? And I confess, I didn’t expect to lose- But that’s what made it all the more fun. Now. How do we get out of this place?" He asked, smiling. I would not be sorry to lock this man in chains for the rest of time.
"Simple. We say the name, once we have paid a tribute."
"Tribute?"
I kicked the demon in the stomach. She stumbled back, only a step. Her heel just made contact with the oil. It was enough. She screamed as the thick, caustic oil lunged out, spreading her arms, making them into wings, trying to pull away. Bands of the oil wrapped around her wings, pulling them tight as a straitjacket. Her face was a mask of terror. "Father!"
The man looked away, his eyes embarrassed more than anything else. "Sorry about this, dear. You did well. Goodbye."
I watched as the demon screamed, betrayed, terrified, pulled down into the tar, until her head vanished below the surface. The sound cut off. All that remained of her was a single large bubble. It popped, and then there wasn't even that.
"Yam hamawet," I whispered.
We were back on Earth. I struck the man, once. He folded over, unconscious, and I began to swim. Slow, across the surface, keeping his head above water.
When I met Miller half an hour later at the ancillary meet-up point, an old and cheap motel, he was carrying my rain slicker, and the phone. His eyes flickered to the man. "The demon?"
"Permanently incapacitated," I said, and was grateful he didn't ask me to elaborate. Abomination or not, nothing deserved what had happened to it. Betrayal of a broken tool was still a betrayal. But I had little choice. Perhaps, someday, I would be able to make it up to her. “The agents?”
“Pagan found them in one of the houses, extracted them safely.” I felt a wave of relief. "We got him, and nobody found out. Not even our allies." Miller let out a slow sigh of relief, and smiled. "Good job. You did an amazing job, Yeagerta. Past my greatest expectations. I'd be proud if you would consider yourself a member of the EFUS."
"Of course."
He chuckled. "I don't know if there's anything extra we can do for you-"
"I may... ask a favor. A mission. Someday, if I realize it's possible." I looked at the man, thinking of the woman clawing at the tar. "You can say no when the time comes."
"Yeah." He nodded. "Yeah."
"And one other thing." I took a deep breath. "Whatever you find out. You should share it."
"That's not how the game works-"
"I know. This isn't a game. They know Archmages can exist now, which means they'll find them. They'll figure it out, whether you share what you find or not. They'll take them by force, like the Tongxinheli tried to take me." I looked up. "But they are still humans. We are all still humans. And our enemies are not. No matter if you make them auxiliaries, no matter if you try to think that the biggest threat is a foreign government..." I was quiet for a moment. "You know about what destroyed Atlantis."
"Men destroyed Atlantis," he said, his voice soft. "Gods encouraged it, but it was the hands of men. Nachtka Wai and men in our own damn government. Humans can do... a lot of harm."
"No," I said, softly, shaking my head. "Men were used. As catspaws, as stalking horses. But Gods caused it." I looked down at the unconscious man. "And humans can do harm. But they can also help. That's more than most creatures can say." I looked up. "I won't try to force the issue, Sergeant, either way. I proclaimed my loyalty to you, and there it shall stay. But I do think that the countries you think of as your enemies already know some of what we will discover. And the countries you think of as your allies need to know it." I bit my lip, trying to think of what to say. I went with my heart. "Trust is hard."
"You can say that again. Speaking of which..." He was quiet for a moment. "You really did a good job at fooling me, there. And at showing me what you were planning. I'm guessing you were bugged since you stopped responding at the hotel room. Where the hell did you learn to act?"
"My goal is simple," I said, softly. "It makes everything else simple, too."
"Hnnn. So, why DID you choose the EFUS?"
"Chance." I was quiet for a moment, and then quirked my lips in a smile. "And you did not place a tracking device on me."
Miller was quiet for a moment. Then he coughed, and to my very great surprise, a blush appeared on his face. "Well..."
"What? When?"
"Not exactly! More, just... Look, the phone has a GPS, and voice inputs. Technically, those could be used to track you, and hear what you say. Easy to turn off, though. Here, just..." He took the phone out of my pocket, and opened a menu. "I got guilty when you said that."
I was quiet for a moment. Then, I laughed, and smiled. "Thank you, Miller."
"Fetu," he said, smiling cheerfully. "Alright. We'll have to get this guy out of here by morning. I'm going to go get us some takeout." He bent down, and used a pair of plastic strips, tying the archmage's hands behind his back, and gagged him for good measure. I doubted any more demons would be showing up soon to help him.
"What happened to the monk?"
"Gedhun? Back to the People's Republic of China, with a report of the failure. He'll blame it on the Rakshasa going wild. Relations between China and India may chill a bit, between China and the US, they might thaw a little. Especially if the Colonel goes for your idea." He smiled. "Sad to see him go. That's a man who was never meant to fight."
"He fought very well."
"Yeah, but that just makes it more tragic." He sighed. "I'm going to see if there's a place that makes gumbo around here. Some kind of fish, anyway. That cool with you?"
"Of course. Do you think I have time for a shower?" I asked, smiling. He raised an eyebrow. "That swamp was filthy."
"Yeah, sure, I'll probably be at least half an hour." He smiled. "At ease."
I smiled, and waited as he left the room. I rooted through the motel's bathroom supplies, and found a small jar of bath salts. I turned on the shower, and flicked off the lights. When the tub was full, I poured the salts in, and swirled my hand through the water, eyes closed as I did. I took a deep breath, and pulled my arm out, drying it with one of the towels.
"Yam hamawet."
The water shifted. Now, it was like a pane of glass. Darkness swirled around the figure of Nachtka Wai, his bill pointed proud and straight, his glass eye staring sightlessly upwards, floating within the depths of Yam Hamawet. It was a honeyed trap. The Ocean showing me what I wanted, pretending it was just within arm’s reach. Inviting me to dip a hand in.
"Hello, Father," I murmured, softly. "I know it's been a couple of weeks. I'm sorry. I was being watched. I have their trust now." I closed my eyes, breathing out. Finding out the identity of my father had been difficult, in more ways than one. I still remembered every word contained in his screeds. "I hope you're well, in there. Sane, or... insensate, at least."
He didn't move. I didn't know if he could hear me. I didn't know if it mattered. It did, I supposed, if only because if someone remembered him, kept talking to him- That helped.
"They're better than you thought, father. Kinder. More worthy, capable of greater grace. Belief. Faith. Beauty. Love." I wanted to reach out, to touch the water, but I knew that that instinct led to a very long, very still death. "I'll show you that they're worthy of life, father. We'll rescue you. I promise." My heart became very cold, and very still. "And I promise you, the ones who put you in there, who condemned you because they couldn't see it in them to forgive, that cat, that human who the queen loved-" I gritted my teeth. "I'll make them pay."
I hated the games. But I still knew how to play them.
USEF Report Horace, Section X (Threat Assessment), Paragraphs 1-4, Rank LOKI-11 OLDMAN clearance required; If you are reading this and are not the Colonel, there is probably a gun aimed at your head right now.
Look. I do my job. I know I'm courting disciplinary action saying this, sir, but: You're fucking nuts. Loki-11? The Horsemen class in at a Surtur-10. They are the greatest threat our world faces. And you're giving this kid Loki-11 based on- what? Your gut?
He's got a modest kind of charisma. He's a nice kid, if twisted by his uncle's childrearing style and a lot of tragic things happening to close family members. He's extremely- I'd say excessively- compassionate. Lot of charitable giving, lot of self-sacrifice. Real martyr complex. Anti-authoritarian enough for a Loki classification in combination with his connections with Bastet (See USEF Report Felix FJ-7) and the other creatures he's accumulated to him (See USEF Reports Justice S-7, Nicki Minaj FJ-8, Here I Go Again FJ-2, and Wakinyan FJ-3). But Loki-11?
I saw the report. The theory that he's an archmage, based on that old car he turned into a Tsukumogami. Randall Creed owned that car for decades, and put a lot of love and attention into it. For all we know, it was a Tsukumogami long before. The connection to these creatures? Simple compassion, and not being smart enough to get out of it while the getting's good. If the kid has the divine power of Nergal and Ku-Thule hidden away somewhere, the worst he could do is bring them back. That's a lot of chaos one person can unleash. But Loki-11?
The failure point of it all is in Bastet, and maybe those other strays he keeps around. Granted, if someone took out one of the people he's started to cling to, he might do something stupid, and that would have nasty consequences for everyone. But these precautions that are being recommended are insanely overblown. So far as I can tell, the kid is a good-natured idiot. He'll die, like the rest of Bastet's priests. We'll find her a new one, hopefully with training and some modicum of emotional control. No more Howards. No more Horaces.
I strongly recommend we lower him to a Loki-4, maybe 3, and discontinue active surveillance. We could use the resources elsewhere.
Chief Researcher Cherry H. Verne
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Personal Notes, Cherry H. Verne. If you are reading this, you are either quickly dying of the neurotoxin I've laced them with, and I need to go on the run, or you are Sergeant Miller, and I'm already on the run. Hi, Fetu. Sorry it had to shake out this way.
Horace Creed. It's a long shot. I can almost convince myself it's the Colonel seeing ghosts. Certainly, the archmage thing is a non-starter. If he had the power necessary to turn a car into a Tsukumogami in two fucking weeks, he'd be surrounded by the things. They'd be blossoming around him like a Disney princess as interpreted by Lovecraft, or maybe Christopher Marlowe.
But something weird happened around him when he went to Montrario Point. Every spy satellite we had pointed at him went down at once, and they didn't come back up. We don't know what happened. We don't know how he got into Atlantis. The next thing we know, he's washing up on the shore with his supernatural buddies. Did he have help? We don't know. Did he have the kind of power that humans aren't supposed to have, and he broke it open himself? We don't know. Does he know? We sure as hell don't know.
We recovered one of those satellites. It had been struck by a fragment of ice. Perfectly normal. Just, not instantaneously to three satellites at the exact same time. Whoever did it could have made it look like an accident. This makes it look like a shot across our bows. That's terrifying, because the one who jumps to mind? She could exterminate us without a second thought, if she felt like it.
What is a Sister doing talking with this kid in private? What is this kid hiding? How did he break through? Can he do it elsewhere? Can he help me figure out the Wow! Signal bullshit? I don't know.
If the Colonel takes my advice, and the surveillance backs off, I'll make my move. Get in contact with him. If not- Well, there are a lot of leads to pursue.
I still need to find out why the universe is empty.
Love, Cherry
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 RUDYARD KIPLING Rudyard Kipling (1865—1936) is so closely identified with India that one somehow thinks of him as having spent his entire life there. The truth is that he was born in India, went to England at the age of six to be educated, and returned to India at the age of seventeen, but remained only seven years, after which he never lived there again. Nevertheless these seven years, during which he worked as a news- paperman, were the most important: what he saw and experienced dur- ing this period provided enough material for a lifetime. India was and remained his inspiration, though he saw it as an Englishman, not an Indian. Living in an age of imperialism, he accepted fully its premise: it is the White Man's burden to govern; it is the native's duty to obey. Byron once said of himself, "I am like the Tiger: if I miss the first spring, I go growling back to my Jungle again; but if I do hit, it is crushing." The same may be said of Kipling, of whose stories none is more clearly a "hit" than "The Man Who Would Be King." ——————————— The Man Who Would Be King "Brother to a Prince and fellow to a beggar if he be found worthy." The law, as quoted, lays down a fair conduct of life, and one not easy to follow. I have been fellow to a beggar again and again under circumstances which prevented either of us finding out whether the other was worthy. I have still to be brother to a Prince, though I once came near to kinship with what might have been a veritable King and was promised the reversion of a Kingdom——army, law courts, revenue and policy all complete. But, today, I greatly fear that my King is dead, and if I want a crown I must go and hunt it for myself. The beginning of everything was in a railway train upon the road to Mhow from Ajmir. There had been a Deficit in the Budget, which necessitated traveling, not Second-class, which is only half as dear as First-class, but by Intermediate, which is very awful indeed. There are no cushions in the Intermediate class, and the population are either Intermediate, which is Euras- ian, or native, which for a long night journey is nasty, or Loafer, which is amusing though intoxicated. Intermediates do not pa- tronize refreshment rooms. They carry their food in bundles and pots, and buy sweets from the native sweetmeat-sellers, and drink the roadside water. That is why in the hot weather Intermediates are taken out of the carriages dead, and in all weathers are most properly looked down upon. My particular intermediate happened to be empty till I reached Nasirabad, when a huge gentleman in shirt sleeves en- tered, and, following the custom of Intermediates, passed the time of day. He was a wanderer and a vagabond like myself, but with an educated taste for whisky. He told tales of things he had seen and done, of out-of-the-way corners of the Empire into which he had penetrated, and of adventures in which he risked his life for a few days' food. "If India was filled with men like you and me, not knowing more than the crows where they'd get their next day's rations, it isn't seventy millions of revenue the land would be paying——it's seven hundred millions," said he; and as I looked at his mouth and chin I was disposed to agree with him. We talked politics——the politics of Loaferdom that sees things from the underside where the lath and plaster is not smoothed off——and we talked postal arrangements because my friend wanted to send a telegram back from the next station to Ajmir, which is the turning-off place from the Bombay to the Mhow line as you travel westward. My friend had no money beyond eight annas which he wanted for dinner, and I had no money at all, owing to the hitch in the Budget before-mentioned. Further, I was go- ing into a wilderness where, though I should resume touch with the Treasury, there were no telegraph offices. I was, therefore, un- able to help him in any way. "We might threaten a Stationmaster, and make him send a wire on tick," said my friend, "but that'd mean inquiries for you and for me, and I've got my hands full these days. Did you say you are traveling back along this line within any days?" "Within ten," I said. "Can't you make it eight?" said he. "Mine is rather urgent business." "I can send your telegram within ten days if that will serve you," I said. "I couldn't trust the wire to fetch him now I think of it. It's this way. He leaves Delhi on the twenty-third for Bombay. That means he'll be running through Ajmir about the night of the twenty-third." "But I'm going into the Indian Desert," I explained. "Well and good," said he. "You'll be changing at Marwar Junction to get into Jodhpore territory——you must do that——and he'll be coming through Marwar Junction in the early morning of the twenty-fourth by the Bombay Mail. Can you be at Marwar Junction on that time? 'Twon't be inconveniencing you because I know that there's precious few pickings to be got out of these Central India States——even though you pretend to be corre- spondent of the Backwoodsman." "Have you ever tried that trick?" I asked. "Again and again, but the Residents find you out, and then you get escorted to the Border before you've time to get your knife into them. But about my friend here. I must give him a word o' mouth to tell him what come to me or else he won't know where to go. I would take it more than kind of you if you was to come out of Central India in time to catch him at Mar- war Junction, and say to him, 'He has gone South for the week.' He'll know what that means. He's a big man with a red beard, and a great swell he is. You'll find him sleeping like a gentleman with all his luggage round him in a Second-class compartment. But don't you be afraid. Slip down the window, and say, 'He has gone South for the week,' and he'll tumble. It's only cutting your time to stay in those parts by two days. I ask you as a stranger—— going to the West," he said, with emphasis. "Where have you come from?" said I. "From the East," said he, "and I am hoping that you will give him the message on the Square——for the sake of my Mother as well as your own." Englishmen are not usually softened by appeals to the mem- ory of their mothers, but for certain reasons, which will be fully apparent, I saw fit to agree. "It's more than a little matter," said he, "and that's why I ask you to do it——and now I know that I can depend on you doing it. A Second-class carriage at Marwar Junction, and a red-haired man asleep in it. You'll be sure to remember. I get out at the next station, and I must hold on there till he comes or sends me what I want." "I'll give the message if I catch him," I said, "and for the sake of your Mother as well as mine I'll give you a word of advice. Don't try to run the Central India State just now as the cor- respondent of the Backwoodsman. There's a real one knocking about here, and it might lead to trouble." "Thank you," said he, simply, "and when will the swine be gone? I can't starve because ruining my work. I wanted to get hold of the Degumber Rajah down here about his father's widow, and give him a jump." "What did he do to his father's widow, then?" "Filled her up with red pepper and slippered her to death as she hung from a beam. I found that out myself, and I'm the only man that would dare going into the State to get hush money for it. They'll try to poison me, same as they did in Chortumna when I went on the loot there. But you'll give the man at Marwar Junction my message?" He got out at a little roadside station, and I reflected. I had heard, more than once, of men personating correspondents of newspapers and bleeding small Native States with threats of ex- posure, but I had never met any of the caste before. They lead a hard life, and generally die with great suddenness. The Native States have a wholesome horror of English newspapers, which may throw light on their peculiar methods of government, and do their best to choke correspondents with champagne, to drive them out of their mind with four-in-hand barouches. They do not un- derstand that nobody cares a straw for the internal administration of Native States so long as oppression and crime are kept within decent limits, and the ruler is not drugged, drunk, or diseased from one end of the year to the other. Native States were created by Providence in order to supply picturesque scenery, tigers, and tall writing. They are the dark places of the earth, full of un- imaginable cruelty, touching the Railway and the Telegraph on one side, and, on the other, the days of Harun-al-Raschid. When I left the train I did business with divers Kings, and in eight days passed through many changes of life. Sometimes I wore dress clothes and consorted with Princes and Politicals, drinking from crystal and eating from silver. Sometimes I lay out upon the ground and devoured what I could get, from a plate made of a flapjack, and drank the running water, and slept under the same rug as my servant. It was all in the day's work. Then I headed for the Great Indian Desert upon the proper date, as I had promised, and the night Mail set me down at Mar- War Junction, where a funny little, happy-go-lucky, native- managed railway runs to Jodhpore. The Bombay Mail from Delhi makes a short halt at Marwar. She arrived as I got in, and I had just time to hurry to her platform and go down the carriages. There was only one Second-class on the train. I slipped the win- dow, and looked down upon a flaming red beard, half covered by a railway rug. That was my man, fast asleep, and I dug him gently in the ribs. He woke with a grunt, and I saw his face in the light of the lamps. It was a great and shining face. "Tickets again?" said he. "No," said I. "I am to tell you that he is gone South for the week. He is gone South for the week!" The train had begun to move out. The red man rubbed his eyes. "He has gone South for he week," he repeated. "Now that's just like his impidence. Did he say that I was to give you any- thing?——'Cause I won't." "He didn't," I said, and dropped away, and watched the red lights die out in the dark. It was horribly cold, because the wind was blowing off the sands. I climbed into my own train——not an Intermediate Carriage this time——and went to sleep. If the man with the beard had given me a rupee I should have kept it as a memento of a rather curious affair. But the con- sciousness of having done my duty was my only reward. Later on I reflected that two gentlemen like my friends could not do any good if they foregathered and personated cor- respondents of newspapers, and might, if they "stuck up" one of the little rat-trap states of Central India of Southern Rajputana, get themselves into serious difficulties. I therefore took some trou- ble to describe them as accurately as I could remember to people who would be interested in deporting them; and succeeded, so I was later informed, in having them headed back from Degumber borders. Then I became respectable, and returned to an Office where there were no Kings and no incidents except the daily manu- facture of a newspaper. A newspaper office seems to attract every conceivable sort of person, to the prejudice of discipline. Zenana- mission ladies arrive, and beg that the Editor will instantly aban- don all his duties to describe a Christian prize-giving in a back- slum of a perfectly inaccessible village; Colonels who have been over passed for commands sit down and sketch the outline of a series of ten, twelve, or twenty-four leading articles on Seniority versus Selection; missionaries wish to know why they have not been permitted to escape from their regular vehicles of abuse and swear at a brother missionary under special patronage of the editorial We; stranded theatrical companies troop up to explain that they cannot pay for their advertisements, but on their return from new Zea- land or Tahiti will do so with interest; inventors of patent punkah-pulling machines, carriage couplings, and unbreakable swords and axletrees call with specifications in their pockets and hours at their disposal; tea companies enter and elaborate their prospectuses with the office pens; secretaries of ball committees clamor to have the glories of their last dance more fully ex- pounded; strange ladies rustle in and say, "I want a hundred lady's cards printed at once, please," which is manifestly part of an Editor's duty; and every dissolute ruffian that ever tramped the Grand Trunk Road makes it his business to as for employment as a proofreader. And, all the time, the telephone bell is ringing madly, and Kings are being killed on the Continent, and Em- pires are saying——"You're another," and Mister Gladstone is calling down brimstone upon British Dominions, and the little black copy boys are whining, "kaa-pi chay-ha-yeh" (copy wanted) like tired bees, and most of the paper is as blank as Modred's shield. But that is the amusing part of the year. There are other six months wherein none ever come to call, and the thermometer walks inch by inch to the top of the glass, and the office is darkened to just above reading light, and the press machines are red-hot of touch, and nobody writes anything but accounts of amusements in the Hill stations or obituary notices. Then the tele- phone becomes a tinkling terror, because it tells you of the sud- den deaths of men and women that you knew intimately, and the prickly heat covers you as with a garment, and you sit down and write: "A slight increase of sickness is reported from the Khuda Janta Khan District. The outbreak is purely sporadic in its nature, and, thanks to the energetic efforts of the District au- thorities, is now almost at an end. It is, however, with deep regret we record the death, etc." Then the sickness really breaks out, and the less recording and reporting the better for the peace of the subscribers. But the Empires and the Kings continue to divert themselves as selfishly as before, and the Foreman thinks that a daily paper really ought to come out once in twenty-four hours, and all the people at the Hill stations in the middle of their amusements say, "Good gracious! Why can't the paper be sparkling? I'm sure there's plenty going on up here." That is the dark half of the moon, and, as the advertisements say, "must be experienced to be appreciated." It was in that season, and a remarkably evil season, that the paper began running the last issue of the week on Saturday night, which is to say, Sunday morning, after the custom of a London paper. This was a great convenience, for immediately after the paper was put to bed, the dawn would lower the ther- mometer from 96° to almost 84° for half an hour, a in that chill ——you have no idea how cold is 84° on the grass until you begin to pray for it——a very tired man could set off to sleep ere the heat roused him. One Saturday night it was my pleasant duty to put the paper to bed alone. A Kin or courtier or a courtesan or a com- munity was going to die to get a new Constitution, or do some- thing that was important on the other side of the world, and that paper was to be held open to the latest possible minute in order to catch the telegram. It was a pitchy black night, as stifling as a June night can be, and the loo, the red-hot wind from the westward, as booming among the tinder-dry trees and pretend- ing that the rain was on its heels. Now and again a spot of al- most boiling water would fall on the dust with the flop of a frog, but all our weary world knew that was only pretense. It was a shade cooler in the press room than the office, so I sat there, while the type clicked and clicked and the nightjars hooted at the windows, and the all but naked compositors wiped the sweat from their foreheads and called for water. The thing that was keeping us back, whatever it was, would not come off, though the loo dropped and the last type was set, and the whole round earth stood still in the choking heat, with its finger on its lip, to wait the event. I drowsed, and wondered whether the telegraph was a blessing, and whether this dying man, or struggling people, was aware of the inconvenience the delay was causing. There was no special reason beyond the heat and worry to make tension, but, as the clock hands crept up to three o'clock and the machines spun their flywheels two or three times to see that all was in or- der, before I said the word that would set them off, I could have shrieked aloud. Then the roar and rattle of the wheels shivered the quiet into little bits. I rose to go away, but two men in white clothes stood in front of me. The first one said, "It's him!" The second said, "So it is!" And they both laughed almost as loudly as the machinery roared, and mopped their foreheads. "We see there was a light burning across the road and we were sleeping in that ditch there for coolness, and I said to my friend here, 'The of- fice is open. Let's come along and speak to him as turned us back from the Degumber State,'" said the smaller of the two. He was the man I had met in the Mhow train, and his fellow was the red-bearded man of Marwar Junction. There was no mistaking the eyebrows of the one or the beard of the other. I was not pleased, because I wished to go to sleep, not to squabble with loafers. "What do you want?" I asked. "Half an hour's talk with you cool and comfortable, in the office," said the red-bearded man. "We'd like some drink——the Con- track doesn't begin yet, Peachey, so you needn't look——but what we really want is advice. We don't want money. We ask you as a favor, because you did us a bad turn about Degumber." I led from the press room to the stifling office with the maps on the walls, and the red-haired man rubbed his hands. "That's something like," said he. This was the proper shop to come to. Now, Sir, let me introduce to you Brother Peachey Carnehan, that's him, and Brother Daniel Dravot, that is me, and the less said about our professions the better, for we have been most things in our time. Soldier, sailor, compositor, photographer, proof- reader, street preacher, and correspondent of the Backwoodsman when we thought the paper wanted one. Carnehan is sober, and so am I. Look at us first and see that's sure. It'll save you cut- ting into my talk. We'll take one of your cigars apiece, and you shall see us light." I watched the test. The men were absolutely sober, so I gave them each a tepid peg. "Well and good," said Carnehan of the eyebrows, wiping the froth from his mustache. "Let me talk now, Dan. We have been all over India, mostly on foot. We have been boiler-fitters, engine- drivers, petty contractors, and all that, and we have decided that India isn't big enough for such as us." They certainly were too big for the office. Dravot's beard seemed to fill half the room and Carnehan's shoulders the other half, as they sat on the big table. Carnehan continued: "The coun- try isn't half worked out because they that governs it won't let you touch it. They spend all their blessed time in governing it, and you can't lift a spade, nor chip a rock, nor look for oil nor anything like that without all the Government saying, 'Leave it alone and let us govern.' Therefore, such as it is, we will let it alone, and go away to some other place where a man isn't crowded and can come to his own. We are not little men, and there is nothing that we are afraid of except Drink, and we have signed a Contrack on that. Therefore, we are going away to be Kings." "Kings in our own right," muttered Dravot. "Yes, of course," I said. "You've been tramping in the sun, and it's a very warm night, and hadn't you better sleep over the notion? Come tomorrow." Neither drunk nor sunstruck," said Dravot. "We have slept over the notion half a year, and require to see Books and Atlases, and we have decided that there is only one place now in the world that two strong young men can Sar-a-whack. They call it Kafiris- tan. By my reckoning it's the top right-hand corner of Afhghanis- tan, not more than three hundred miles from Peshawur. They have two and thirty heathen idols there, and we'll be the thirty- third. It's a mountainous country, and the women of those parts are very beautiful." "But that is provided against in the Contrack," said Carnehan. 'Neither Women nor Liqu-or, Daniel." "And that's all we know, except that no one has gone there, and they fight, and in any place where they fight, a man who knows how to drill men can always be a King. We shall go to those parts and say to any King we find, 'D'you want to vanquish your foes?' and we will show him how to drill men; for that we know better than anything else. Then we will subvert that King and seize his Throne and establish a Dy-nasty." "You'll be cut to pieces before you're fifty miles across the Border," I said. "You have to travel through Afghanistan to get to that country. It's one mass of mountains and peaks and glaciers, and no Englishman has been through it. The people are utter brutes, and even if you reach them you couldn't do anything." "That's more like," said Carnehan. "If you could think us a little more mad we would be more pleased. We have come to you to know about this country, to read a book about it, and to be shown maps. We want you to tell us that we are fools and to show us your books." he turned to the bookcases. "Are you at all in earnest?" I said. "A little," said Dravot, sweetly. "As big a map as you have got, even if it's all blank where Kafiristan is, and any books you've got. We can read, though we aren't very educated." I uncased the big thirty-two-miles-to-the-inch map of India, and two smaller Frontier maps, hauled down volume INF-KAN of the Encyclopaedia Britannica, and the men consulted them. "See here!" said Dravot, his thumb on the map. "Up to Jagdallak, Peachey and me know the road. We was there with Roberts's Army. We'll have to turn off to the right at Jagdallak through Laghmann territory. Then we get among the hills—— fourteen thousand feet——fifteen thousand——it will be cold work there, but it don't look very far on the map." I handed him Wood on the Sources of the Oxus. Carnehan was deep in the Encyclopaedia. "They're a mixed lot," said Dravot, reflectively; "and it won't help us to know the names of their tribes. The more tribes the more they'll fight, and the better for us. From Jagdallak to Ashang. H'mm!" "But all the information about the country is as sketchy and inaccurate as can be," I protested. "No one knows anything about it really. Here's the file of the United Services' Institute. Read what Bellew says." "Blow Bellew!" said Carnehan. "Dan, they're an all-fired lot of heathens, but this book here says they think they're related to us English." I smoked while men pored over Raverty, Wood, the maps, and the Encyclopaedia. "There is no use your writing," said Dravot, politely. "It's about four o'clock now. We'll go before six o'clock if you want to sleep, and we won't steal any of the papers. Don't you sit up. We're two harmless lunatics and if you come, tomorrow evening, down to the Serai we'll say good-by to you." "You are two fools," I answered. "You'll be turned back at the Frontier or cut up the minute you set foot in Afghanistan. Do you want any money or a recommendation down-country? I can help you to the chance of work next week." "Next week we shall be hard at work ourselves, thank you," said Dravot. "It isn't so easy being King as it looks. When we've got our Kingdom in going order we'll let you know, and you can come up and help us to govern it." "Would two lunatics make a Contrack like that?" said Carne- han, with subdued pride, showing me a greasy half sheet of note paper on which was written the following. I copied it, then and there, as a curiosity: This Contrack between me and you persuing witnesseth in the name of God——Amen and so forth. (ONE) That me and you will settle this matter together: i.e., to be Kings of Kafiristan. (TWO) That you and me will not, while this matter is being settled, look at any Liquor, nor any Woman, black, white or brown, so as to get mixed up with one or the other harmful. (THREE) That we conduct ourselves with dignity and discretion and if one of us gets into trouble the other will stay by him. Signed by you and me this day. PEACHEY TALIAFERRO CARNEHAN. DANIEL DRAVOT. Both Gentlemen at Large. "There was no need for the last article," said Carnehan, blushing modestly, "but it looks regular. Now you know the sort of men that Loafers are——we are Loafers, Dan, until we get out of India——and do you think that we would sign a Contrack like that unless we was in earnest? We have kept away from the two things that make life worth having." "You won't enjoy your lives much longer if you are going to try this idiotic adventure. Don't set the office on fire," I said, "and go away before nine o'clock." I left them still poring over the maps and making notes on the back of the "Contrack." "Be sure to come down to the Serai tomorrow," were their parting words. The Kumharsen Serai is the great four-square sink of hu- manity where the strings of camels and horses from the North load and unload. All the nationalities of Central Asia may be found there, and most of the folks of India proper. Balkh and Bokhara there meet Bengal and Bombay, and try to draw eyeteeth. You can buy ponies, turquoises, Persian pussy cats, saddlebags, fast- tailed sheep, and musk in the Kumharsen Serai, and get many strange things for nothing. In the afternoon I went down there to see whether my friends intended to keep their word or were lying about drunk. A priest attired in fragments of ribbons and rags stalked up to me, gravely twisting a child's paper whirligig. Behind was his servant bending under the load of a crate of mud toys. The two were loading up two camels, and the inhabitants of the Serai watched them with shrieks of laughter. "The priest is mad," said a horse-dealer to me. "He is going up to Kabul to sell toys to the Amir. He will either be raised to honor or have his head cut off. He came in here this morning and has been behaving madly ever since." "The witless are under the protection of God," stammered a flat-cheeked Usbeg in broken Hindi. "They foretell future events." "Would they could have foretold that my caravan would have bee cut up by the Shinwaris almost within the shadow of the Pass!" grunted the Eusufzai agent of a Rajputana trading house whose goods had been feloniously diverted into the hands of other robbers just across the Border, and whose misfortunes were the laughingstock of the bazaar. "Ohé, priest, whence come you and whither do you go?" "From Roum have I come," shouted the priest, waving his whirligig, "from Roum, blown by the breath of a hundred devils across the sea! O thieves, robbers, liars, the blessing of Pir Khan on pigs, dogs, and perjurers! Who will take the protected of God to the North to sell charms that are never still to the Amir? The camels shall not gall, the sons shall not fall sick, and the wives shall remain faithful while they are away, of the men who give me place in their caravan. Who will assist me to slipper the King of the Roos with a golden slipper with a silver heel? The protection of Pir Khan be upon his labors!" He spread out the skirts of gaberdine and pirhouetted between the lines of tethered horses. "There starts a caravan from Peshawur to Kabul in twenty days, Huzrut," said the Eusufzai trader. "My camels go therewith. Do thou also go and bring us good luck." "I will go even now!" shouted the priest. "I will depart upon my winged camels, and be at Peshawur in a day! Ho! Hazar Mir Khan," he yelled to his servant, "drive out the camels, but let me first mount my own." He leaped on the back of his beast as it knelt, and, turning round to me, cried, "Come thou also, Sahib, a little along the road, and I will sell thee a charm——an amulet that shall make thee King of Kafiristan." Then the light broke upon me, and I followed the two camels out of the Serai till we reached open road and the priest halted. "What d'you think o' that?" said he in English. "Carnehan can't talk their patter, so I've made him my servant. He makes a handsome servant. 'Tisn't for nothing that I've been knocking about the country for fourteen years. Didn't I do that talk neat? We'll hitch on to a caravan at Peshawur till we get to Jagdallak, and then we'll see if we can get donkeys for our camels, and strike into Kafiristan. Whirligigs for the Amir, O Lor'! Put your hand under the camel bags and tell me what you feel." I felt the butt of a Martini, and another and another. "Twenty of 'em," said Dravot, placidly. "Twenty of 'em, and ammunition to correspond, under the whirligigs and the mud dolls." "Heaven help you if you are caught with those things!" I said. "A Martini is worth her weight in silver among the Pathans." "Fifteen hundred rupees of capital——every rupee we could beg, borrow, or steal——are invested on these two camels," said Dravot. "We won't get caught. We're going through the Kyber with a regular caravan. Who'd touch a poor mad priest?" "Have you got everything you want?" I asked, overcome with astonishment. "Not yet, but we shall soon. Give us a memento of your kind- ness, Brother. You did me a service yesterday, and that time in Marwar. Half my kingdom shall you have, as the saying is." I slipped a small charm compass from my watch chain and handed it up to the priest. "Good-by," said Dravot, giving me hand cautiously. "It's the last time we'll shake hands with an Englishman these many days. Shake hands with him, Carnehan," he cried, as the second camel passed me. Carnehan leaned down and shook hands. Then the camels passed away along the dusty road, and I was left alone to wonder. My eye could detect no failure in the disguises. The scene in Serai attested that they were complete to the native mind. There was just the chance, therefore, that Carnehan and Dravot would be able to wander through Afghanistan without detection. But, beyond, they would find death, certain and awful death. Ten days later a native friend of mine, giving me the news of the day from Peshawur, wound up his letter with:——"There has been much laughter here on account of a certain mad priest who is going in his estimation to sell petty gauds and insignificant trinkets which he ascribes as great charms to H. H. the Amir of Bokhara. He passed through Peshawur and associated himself to the Second Summer caravan that goes to Kabul. The merchants are pleased, because through superstition they imagine that such mad fellows bring good fortune." The two, then, were beyond the Border. I would have prayed for them, but, that night, a real King died in Europe, and demanded an obituary notice. The wheel of the world swings through the same phases again and again. Summer passed and winter thereafter, and came and passed again. The daily paper continued and I with it, and upon the third summer there fell a hot night, a night issue, and a strained waiting for something to be telegraphed from the other side of the world, exactly as had happened before. A few great men had died in the past two years, the machines worked with more clatter, and some of the trees in the Office garden were a few feet taller. But that was all the difference. 
The Rinehart Book of Short Stories, Edited by C. L. Cline. Notes copyright, 1952, by C. L. Cline. Rinehart Press, San Francisco. pp. 89—104.
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Nityananda Trayodashi - 2001 (noon)
Shrila Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja Bali, Indonesia, February 6, 2001, noon [At eleven o'clock this morning there was an abhisekha for Gaura-Nitai. As all the devotees gathered around…] Shrila Gurudeva: We are calling Gaura-Nitai. Because Nityananda Prabhu will not do anything without Mahaprabhu. As in Raghunatha dasa's mahotsava [chipped rice festival]. Nityananda Prabhu called Mahaprabhu. Mahaprabhu came and Nityananda Prabhu fed Mahaprabhu first. Only very few persons saw. [Then Shrila Gurudeva recited the mantras for the abhisekha. Before the bathing started, Shrila Gurudeva recited some mantras ending in 'svaha' and everyone threw flower petals at Gaura-Nitai. After the abhisekha was completed Shrila Gurudeva sat down on his asana. He then asked for a kirtana of 'Shri Nitai Janma Lila' which he had had a devotee write up on a blackboard. After this Shrila Gurudeva explained the song.] Shri Nitai Janma Lila radhades nam ekchakra gram hadhai pandit ghor shubho magha masi, sukla triyodasi janmila haladhara hadhai pandit, ati harasit putra mahotsab koray dharani-mandal, karaytalamal ananda nahika dharaya shantipura-natha, manaya harasit, kori kichu anuman antaraya janila, budji janmila krsnera agraja rama vaisnavera mana, hoilaparasan ananda sagaray bhasay ai dina pamara, hoibay udbar kohay dukhee krsnsa dasay Shrila Gurudeva: In India, that place where Ramacandra, Sita and Laksmana could not go. That land is called Radhesdesa. The same land, everywhere Ramacandra went in India, South and North, East, West, but not there. But to that very land Nityananda Prabhu came and He descended there and made it more than any place. Ekacara. Before Nityananda Prabhu five Pandavas with Kunti, mother Kunti, they were there. When they were given in fire by Duryodhana in lac ca greha. Brajanatha Prabhu: Shellac house. Shrila Gurudeva: Ah. But trickily by Vidhura they were saved, and in disguise they left that place. Duryodhana knew that, "Oh, all are burnt, now I am saved and I am monarch of all." But in disguise they went to Ekacakra, and there, there was a very big demon who wanted to take all for his dinner. The whole villagers suggested themselves that each day only one will go with some preparations. From then they began to go daily, only one person, so that this demons should not disturb others. When Kunti was with the five Pandavas in the house of the brahmana where they were staying. There were only one husband, only one wife and only one son. They began to weep "Who should go? If father is going everything, if mother is going everything, if son is going everything." So they decided that, "We three should go," and they were weeping bitterly. Mother Kunti went there and asked the reason why they were weeping. They began to tell this history of the demon that "We have promised to give one person each day with so many preparations." Today is our turn. So who will go and not go, we cannot decide, so we three will go. Then mother Kunti told that, "I have 5 sons. No harm. You should not go. Oh, I will give of my own one son." He told, "Never. Never. For me, you will give your son. Absurd. We cannot accept this." Kunti told that, "My son is not like you and others. He will go, he will defeat the demon, and kill the demon, and he will uproot all the cause or problem forever." She told that, "You should make more preparations so that my son can eat something, so much you should make." So they made very happily so much preparations. And in a big basket Bhima took all and he went to that forest where that demon was. And when demon was seeing him, that he is coming, Bhima began to take with two hands all the preparations himself, and the demon became very angry. At once he jumped and attacked Bhima, but Bhima took any tree, uprooted it and [Maharaja moves hands like someone attacking with stick]. What became? So much fight between them. At last Bhima took the feet of that demon and threw him in the sky and died and the problem was solved forever. Then he came very happily took the foot-dust of mother Kunti. So this is story of Ekacakra. So at this place, Ekacakra, Himself Nitai appeared. Hadai Pandit, name of His father Hadai ujja. Ujja, Pandit ujja. Ujja means brahmana knowing all the Vedas, sastras. Shubho magha masi, oh, this is very pure Magha masa, month of Magha. Very soon Vasanta-pacami has gone, so it is like Vasanta-ritu. Devotee: Springtime. Shrila Gurudeva: Sukla trayodasi is today. Janmila haladhara. Who is Haladhara [carrier of the plough]? Madhava Maharaja: Baladeva Prabhu. Shrila Gurudeva: The weapon of Haladhara, the plough [hala], is of Baladeva Prabhu. Why Haladhara? He has hala and musala. If anyone is against Krishna or Krishna-bhakti or against the associates of Krishna, He brings them with hala. Madhava Maharaja: With plough. Shrila Gurudeva: Giving around the neck and putting. And with musala? [Maharaja makes a striking motion.] Madhava Maharaja: Club. Shrila Gurudeva: In this way He killed the monkey Dvivida who became against Baladeva Prabhu. So Haladhara. Also because He has hala. Hala means plough. By plough farmers cultivate, so He's cultivating the jivas, all the jivas coming from Baladeva Prabhu. From Baladeva Prabhu they serve in Vrindavana everywhere. From His incarnation, that is Maha Sankarshana, they serve in Vaikuntha planets, Dvaraka, and everywhere. Madhava Maharaja: [faintly] Ayodhya. Shrila Gurudeva: And thirdly from Karanodakasaya, tatastha-sakti, so many jivas like us, they have come from there. So anyhow all the jivas whether conditioned or mukta, liberated, all are coming, original root is this Baladeva Prabhu. So this is Haladhara. Also haladhara means to plough. What plough? Prema-bhakti, bhakti, and then bhakti become sraddha, nistha, ruci, asakti, bhava, prema, sneha, mana, pranaya, bhava, mahabhava and all. So this is coming from Baladeva Prabhu. Hadai Pandit was very much happy, His mother was happy. Dharani-mandala, karaytalamal. And then His last fraction, Sesa, became very happy, and he was like dancing, so whole world was like shaking. So ananda nahika dharaya, there was no place to keep ananda. Everywhere anandam, manandam, purnanandam. Santipura-natha, manaya harasit, kori kichu anuman. Advaita Acarya was thinking somewhat, "Oh, why today there is so much ananda. Oh, my superior Prabhu is coming." So he made a. Anuman means? Madhava Maharaja: gaze. Shrila Gurudeva: So he gazed that, "Oh, my Prabhu is coming." Antaraya janila, budji janmila krsnera agraja rama. Now he understood. "Oh, agraja of Rama." Madhava Maharaja: Elder brother. Shrila Gurudeva: Elder brother of Krishna. O elder brother has come, is coming, perhaps. Where? In Ekacakra gram, Himself is coming." Vaisnavera mana, hoilaparasan. All vaisnavas, even in Navadvipa, here and there, all became very happy. Ananda sagaray bhasay, and then ocean of endless ananda was. What? Brajanatha Prabhu: Churned. Madhava Maharaja: No. They are floating in the ocean of pleasure. Shrila Gurudeva: Everywhere, and all the vaisnavas were going up and down. Devotee: [quietly from back] Surfing. Madhava Maharaja: Surfing there, surfing there. Shrila Gurudeva: Surfing there. Ai dina pamar, Krishnadasa is telling, "Oh, I'm so much pamara. Hoibay udbar. Today, by the mercy of Nityananda Prabhu, Krishnadasa will be liberated from this world and Nityananda Prabhu will sprinkle mercy that I may have the service of Nityananda." Nityananda Prabhu Ki! Devotees: Jaya! Shrila Gurudeva: Gaura-premanande! Devotees: Haribol! [Shrila Gurudeva then recites 'Akrodha Paramananda' by Locan dasa Thakura.] Shrila Gurudeva: akrodha paramananda nityananda raya abhimana sunya nitai nagare bedaya adhama patita jivera dvare dvare giya hari-nama maha-mantra deno bilaiya jare dekhe tare kohe dante trna dhari' amare kiniya loho bhajo gaurahari ["The noble Nityananda Prabhu is never angry, for He is the personification of supreme transcendental bliss. Devoid of all false ego, Nitai wanders about the town. (Baladeva Prabhu and Laksmana get angry, but not Nityananda.) Going from door to door to the houses of the most fallen and wretched souls, He freely distributes the gift of the harinama maha-mantra. Holding a straw in his teeth, he exclaims to whomever he sees, 'You can purchase Me by worshiping Gaurahari!'" (Giti-guccha)] He's telling to every door, every house, that, "Oh, you should once speak 'Gaurahari' and buy Me." Buy means? Brajanatha Prabhu: Purchase. Shrila Gurudeva: "And purchase Me. I will give up Myself to you." He is so happy. eto boli' nityananda bhume gadi jaya sonara parvata jeno dhulate lotaya ["Saying thus, Nityananda Prabhu rolls about on the ground, appearing like a golden mountain tumbling in the dust." (Giti-guccha)] He was so beautiful, like gold, and very tall vigra, very beautiful. So chanting the name of Gaurahari, and He used to be faint, and rolling on the ground. heno avatare jar rati na janmilo locana bole sei papi elo ara gelo ["Locana dasa says: That sinful person who has not experienced the awakening of affection for such an avatara as this simply comes and goes uselessly in the cycle of repeated birth and death." (Giti-guccha)] Locana dasa Thakura is telling that those who have no affection and love for this avatara, this incarnation of Krishna, oh, sei papi. Papi means? Prema-prayjona dasa: Sinful. Shrila Gurudeva: Sinful person. Only going and coming, never they will be liberated. [Shrila Gurudeva says something in Hindi to Madhava Maharaja, who mentions various phrases from different songs. Then Shrila Gurudeva refers to another song of Locan dasa Thakura 'Nitai guna mani']: Shrila Gurudeva: nitai guna-mani amar nitai guna-mani aniya premer vanya bhasailo avani premera vanya loiya nitai aila gauda-dese dubilo bhakata-gana dina hina bhase ["My Lord Nityananda, the jewel of all virtues, my Lord Nityananda, the jewel of all virtues, has brought the flood of divine love in which the whole world is sinking. Bringing this overwhelming deluge of prema to Bengal from Puri to preach Shri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu's message, Nitai inundated the assembly of devotees. The fallen and impoverished, out of lack of prema, did not drown but remained floating on the surface of that ecstatic ocean." (Giti-guccha)] Mahaprabhu brought what? An endless vanya. Vanya you know? Madhava Maharaja: Flood. Shrila Gurudeva: Flood of love and affection, Krishna prema. And then all bhaktas began to sink in that ocean of love and affection. brahmar durlabha prema sabakare jace abaddha koruna-sindhu nitai katiya muhan ghare ghare bule prema-amiyar ban ["Without discriminating, Nityananda Prabhu freely offered this rare prema, which is difficult for Lord Brahma to attain, to all, even to the fallen and wretched who did not desire it (no one could avoid it!). The ocean of mercy had formerly been sealed tight, but Nitai cut a channel in its boundary wall and went from house to house with this nectarean prema, sweetly telling all to take harinama." (Giti-guccha)] The love of Radha and Krishna conjugal, the mouth of that endless river, Nityananda Prabhu cut the dam, and so everywhere prema, prema, prema in Braja dharma. It was kept, reserved. Brajanatha Prabhu: Sealed. Shrila Gurudeva: It was not even accessible for Brahma, Sankara, but He opened for all general persons. Ghare ghare bule prema-amiyar ban. That love and affection went door-to-door to all persons, to everyone. locana bole mor nitai jeba na bhajilo janiya suniya sei atma-ghati hoilo ["Locana dasa says: Whoever has not worshiped my Nitai, or who has heard yet does not follow Nitai's instructions, knowingly commits suicide." (Giti-guccha)] Also anyone has told that, "Oh, I was not at that time. I want to die and to come on the same time there. I want to have a janma [when Nityananda Prabhu is there]." And Locan Thakura is telling, "Oh, if not doing bhajana of such a Nityananda Prabhu, janiya suniya sei atma-ghati hoilo, that person is what? Self? Madhava Maharaja: Self-killer, suicidal. Shrila Gurudeva: Gaura Nityananda Prabhu Ki! Devotees: Jaya! Shrila Gurudeva: Patita Pavana Nityananda Prabhu Ki! Devotees: Jaya! Shrila Gurudeva: Bas. [Devotees start a very enthusiastic kirtana and Shrila Gurudeva encourages all to dance.]
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